Somewhere over the rainbow

When you are in tune with your heart, when you give your heart attencion and act by its impulses, then your life becomes easier.

You deal more with ease with heavy emotions. You trust more. You trust in healing process. You love yourself and believe in yourself. You take care of yourself. You are happy with your life. You give yourself what you need in the moment. If you need comfort, you give yourself comfort, if you need kick in the ass, you give yourself that. You don’t judge, you accept what is happening inside of you.


You always feel what you need, but sometimes you don’t like or accept your needs, whishes, desires. You need to accept who you are at this point, how you live, act, react.. and most imporat how you feel. If you feel sad and without any hope, like really down in emotional pain. Accept. You need probaly some kind of a comfort. Hug youself, give yourself perrmision to cry out loud and be sad. Really feel how it is. And then tell yourself that everything will be okay, that this is just temporarlly experience, and when you accept, you give yourself hope. Keep always in mind that heavy emotions will pass. You were not born to be in pain.

We were born to live as ours hearts desires. And we all want to feel good.
When we feel good, everything becomes easier. You have energy, motivation and trust.

This happy soul of yours is magical, it knows all the secrets of life. It knows what really matters. But we are the ones who needs to listen to it. Who needs to follow it.

Leave behind all the bullshit that keeps you down. Because you were born to blossom. You were born to realize all your potentials and no matter situation you can do it. No matter how hard life gets, you can manage it. Don’t listen to that voice in your mind that tells you, you are not good enough. That’s bullshit. Be nice to yourself. Support yourself. You want to lift yourself up or you want to put yourself down? You are the one who is controlling your life. You are the creator. Make the best out of it. No one can save you from your own demons. You need to stop listening the voice that tells you bad stuff.

Focus on support, kindness, love. Let it grow. Focus on what you want. Change your flow of thoughs when you see that are making you feel down. Change them to what you want to experience, how you want to feel. Think about something that warms your heart, that speaks to your soul. Life will start to change. The more you practice this, easier it gets. And suddenly you realize you are happy. You are free.

Whispers of the heart

So I decided I wanna travel a bit and I was determined to find a way how to do it.

I was searching online different options how people manage this, without big savings, since I didn’t have so much money aside. The most cheap way to me seemed to go as voulenter to different places, like farms, communities, festivals … and in between earn some money with seasonal jobs. This seemed to me like a nice way to learn new skills, meet the locals, having fun with people and still have some time to spend by yourself.

One night after a job, I couldn’t sleep. I felt sad and I started searching on one web page, which friend of mine recommended to me. I found one community which seemed very interesting to me. It was a small, off-grid community in France. When I read their vision and what are they about I immediately felt, that this is the place. I knew and felt in my heart, that this is the place to begin my journey. I was feeling so excited, that I couldn’t fell asleep.

Me and my cousin share the same idea what kind of a life we want to live. We are both interested in life, meeting new people, doing art, dancing a lot, being like a children semetimes, enjoying life and let it flow with what it comes. So I was in my bed, trying to get some sleep and I heard him coming home from work. I stood up, went to him and asked if he wants to join me. “I will gonna go here. I found a perfect place. Do you wanna come with me?” I said very enthusiastic and full of excitment. Of course he couldn’t say no. I was feeling very happy.

We quit our jobs and all other official things thats needed to be done.
I felt so free after quiting a job, so full of love and joy. In my heart I was at peace again. Feeling, that this was the right decision.

After that, many peaces of puzzles, started falling in the place. For two weeks my life seemed like a fairly tale. One magic thing after another started to happen. I felt blessed, exploding from energy and love. All those magical moments which were happening gave me just confirmation: yeees you are going in the right direction.

The main thing that I realized in this moments was, how is really efficient that we listen to our own hearts and that we dare to trust it and follow it! It is definitely worth it.

I understand that sometimes is hard to listen the heart, sometimes even you do not hear it and that could be also a problem. Or you are in denying. But you can learn and train yourself to listen and to become more aware of its voice. Start with small things. For example when you have a free time, ask it, give your hands at your hearts place and ask what do I want to do now? What are my needs right now? Close your eyes and feel it. Then what comes first, follow that. Do that. Don’t let yourself be convinced by your mind, that its not worth it, or that you don’t have time or some other stupid excuse. More and more you practice this, more you will gain, more you will be in tune with your needs and wants. Side effect of this is happiness, joy, peace with yourself, fullfilment… All those beautiful stuff that we all want to feel and experience. And many more presents and realizations will also come along the way, which you would have not imagined.

I’m telling you, one more time, follow your heart because you won’t regret it.

Maybe this sounds corny to you, I heard so many times before, listen to your heart, and didn’t really doing it. You need to approach this with awerness and discipline. But if you deep down in your body feel the cravings for a different life, different experience, more joy, fullfilment, purpose, then you have a good chance to master this skill. Everything that is true for you and right for you, will be felt in the heart, your heart, only yours. Every heart holds a different dreams inside. And you can unlock only yours.

We need more and more people that follows the heart, who listens the soul, people that still have the sparkle in the eyes.

If we all wake up and start living life more fully and more from the heart. If we start creating and dancing our lifes, by the song it is played in our souls, then one day, maybe, we create a real paradise here.

Decision

In quarantine I had a lots of time just for myself. For the things I love. Like painting, dancing, spending time in nature, singing with friends etc. I really felt my own flow. I was in tune with my heart and soul. It was so precious.

Then I started working again. I saw and felt how much of my energy and time just go somehow to waste. I felt how my inner fire is slowly burning low. And I didn’t like it at all.
I felt sadness, hopelessness and disconnection.

I needed a change. Big one.
First I needed to admit who am I. What I like. What would I like to experience. How would I want to feel.
This change meant I need to change my lifestyle.

I always wanted to travel, explore, try different things, live more spontaneous and experience the magic of the Universe-synchronicity out there in the world.

And I felt that now was the time to go beyond my comfortable zone. I decided I will find a way how to travel, make money on the way and be as free as I can possibly be. I trust in me and the Universe.

After this decision came a rush of energy.
Excitement.
Love.
Trust.
Feeling connected to myself.
The inner fire started burning again. More than ever before!